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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Title: I'm Thinking Of You The Whole Day~ My Love~

YO!!! :D

Yesterday went out with Pir School friend~ ^^

AWESOME!!!! :D

But i was late~ :P

HAHAHAHAHA ^^

When i reach there~

YunZhuang, Jocelyn, ZhiMin, HuiHan, ShuWei & Joshua

Is waiting for me lerh~ XD

V.I.P. WORH!!!! :D

Took cab down to JurongPoint

See got what movie~

Den it was like~ every movie we wanna watch is full~ -.-"

Den decided to go Kbox~ :D

At first no one wanna sing~ >.<

Den it was like only HuiHan and Me singing only~ :P

IT's MY LIFE!!!! IT'S NOW OR NEVER!!!!

HAHAHAHA :D

Stupid HuiHan keep scream~ >.<

But i scream louder~ Xp

MUAHAHAHAHA :D

YunZhung - Slacking inside, laugh, Play~ ^^ BRO!!!

Jocelyn - O.O Played with the control~ HAHA ^^

HuiHan - Shouting in the mic~ HAHAHA :D

ZhiMin - Very quite the whole time, but at least got sing a song~ :D

ShuWei - eat Eat and?? EAT!! HAHAHHA :D

Joshua - Sing and Play~ HAHA ^^

Played inside~

Sing Song~

Slack~

Msg GF~

Den when paying that time~

WTF!!! O.O

It cost $197.75 !!! *faint*

bye bye money~~ T-T

HAHAHAHAHA XD

Brought chicken rice den went to Lot1 derh rooftop garden to eat~

Played True Or Dare~ O.O

OMG!!!

It was like WTF!!!

All question very ~AHEM~!!!

O.O

lol~

Sorry cannot write out~ xP

HAHAHA :D

Played till half they close the light lerh~

So went down to buy things~

Den they wanted to continue~

But YunZhuang gtg lerh~

Den i also say i wanna go home lerh~

So everyone go home~:)

Gonna Miss You All~ :(

I had a wonderful time with you all~ :)

Hope to see you all soon~ :D

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

BUT LOVE GF MORE!!!! :D

Miss You Too My Love~ :(

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
8:51 AM

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Title: Fucking Mad Thinking About It~

Nothing Much Happen Today~

So Not Gonna Post Anything~

Just This SONG!! :)

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
9:45 PM

Monday, December 28, 2009

Title: I Wanna Die Lying In Your Arms~

WOW!!!

Had a interesting day today ^^

Morning mother went to hospital early~

So stayed home and wait for Dear to come~ ^^

After she reach~

PLAYED~

WATCH TV~

PLAYED MORE~

TICKLE~!!! :D

SLEEP~

Afternoon mother called

And ask me and Dear to go BounaVista wait for her~

Because my father's phone lost in the hospital~ -.-"

So need to but new phone~

Reach there~ got lost~ :P

Walked up and down with Dear~ HAHA :D

HAHA ^^

Called Shu Yun Jie Jie ask where to wait~

Den she asked me to call Hui San Jie Jie to ask~~ =.=

HAHA ^^

Found her den wait for mother to reach~

Head down to plaza singapura~

Looked at phone~

Went to eat KFC~

Thx Shu Yun Jie Jie for treating us!! ^^

HAHA :D

Den went up to buy phone~

Brought a phone for father~

But i'm gonna be using it first~

haha ^^

Father use my phone~ :P

After that~ Cousin going shopping~ So it's goodbye~ ^^

So sent DearDear home den went down to hospital see lao pa~ :)

Chat with cousin~

Den went home~ :P

Chat with DearDear~ ^^

YAY!!

LOVE YA DEAR!!! :D

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
10:12 PM

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Title: I'm Not Bleeding But It Really Hurts Here♥

I Got A Heart Full Of Pain

Head Full Of Stress

Handful Of Anger

Held In My Chest

Sorry DearDear for being sian sian this few days~

Keep thinking of what we chat about~
As in everything~ "E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G" :P

XD HAHA

Suddently thought of something~

I have no rights to

Prevent you from doing what you wan

(even if it's dangerous, stupit etc.)

Prevent you from going out with certant ppl

& etc. etc.

Mostly doing things that i wanted~

It's not fair to you~

So I Decided Not To Care Much About This Things~ :)

-Dear can just ignore

-Listen

^^ it's ok with me~ <3

Don't know Y~

But having this thought in mind~

I feel lighter~ :P

lol~

HAHA ^^

DearDear don't get things wrong worh~ :)

I'm not blaming DearDear for anything harh~ ^^

I think i'm just over reacting or over worried~

I (L) YOU DEAR~ <3

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
10:16 PM

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Title: A Father's Love~

I Have Nothing More To Say~

Today early morning went down to NUH with Mother, San Yi & Shu Yun Jie Jie~

Reach there~ went in to visit Lao Pa~

His operation is ok lerh~ :)

THX GOD~

Lao Pa derh leg still have feeling and can move a LITTLE!!! :D

Little is better den nothing~ :)

Just needed time to recover barh~

Went up to sign up for something~

After that went down to have breakfast~ ^^

Den went to DA PIAN~ O.O

Den it wast like a the flush water derh spoil~

So cannot flush clean clean~ >,<

Den when i go out got another ppl go in~ XP

LOL~ scared he faint inside~ :P

Faster ran out and act like nothing happen ~ =D

Went to see Lao Pa again before going work a little~

After that went to Ah Ma house~

Den go to new house as the ppl sent things to that house~

After that went to hospital again~

Walk up walk down~ >.<

Chat with DearDear on phone~

Chat with Ah Yi they all~

Den went home~

Go FB check for my fish~ :P

Den watch a little MV~

Den had a chat with DearDear~

Nothing much lerh barh~

Gonna sleep soon lerh~

Getting more and more troubled every second~

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
11:48 PM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Title: You Must Stay Strong Dad~

Not in the mood to find a picture to upload

Today with to NUH with Mother to bring Father go check up~

Because his like is unable to move freely

As in~ Having difficuties walking~ or should i say he cannot walk at all~

San Yi waited for us over there~

Bring my father go in check up first~

Den waited for the boold test and X-ray result to come out~

Went to eat with Mother, San Yi & Cousin~

Went back to find the doctor~

He said my father need to go operation as soon as possible~

Went home take his things den head back down to NUH~

GuGu and AhYi they all came and visit

Den had some bad news from doctor~

He said after the operation~

My father will not be able to walk

And need to sit on a wheelchair for the rest of his life~

Unless with a little luck and some treatment he might be able to recover a little~

But will not be able to walk like normal ppl lerh~

Before leaving~

Went in too see him again~ before his operation~

Looking at his eyes~ it really broke my heart~

He seem scared~ worried~

And I felt sorry for him~

I Hope time can just move backwards~

I Hope everything in ok~

I just WANT him to be normal again~

Very worried about everything~

Worried about MY FATHER

Worried about MY MOTHER

ALSO Worried about you, MY DARLING~

I don't wan anything to happen to you guys~

My life will just fall apart without a single one of you~

I pray for you guys to be healty~

I pray for you guys that nothing happen to you all~

Just wanted us to live happy and healty together~

Sorry if I sometime talk and sound angry~

I just don't know what to do anymore~

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
11:28 PM

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Title: I HAVE LONG SINCE CLOSED MY EYES~

Am I On My Own~?

Today morning went out buy breakfast give father eat den wint home again~

Afterthat went to Ah Ma house with mother to take things

Den my cousin came along to have breakfast together~
On the way keep disiao her~ :P

MUAHAHAHAHA~

SFP~!!!

SUPER FAT PIG~ XD

Eat breackfast that time saw jiu jiu so sit together to eat~

After that went to new house put things~

HAHA ^^

Looking forward to it worh~ :)

Gonna find a day bring DearDear go see~ :)

Got home sian~

Played game~

Chat with DearDear~

& after that

Chat with Jerome~

HAHA ^^

So fun sia him~ :))

Funny too~ :D

But disiao me~ T-T

HAHA :D

No larh play play only~

Eat finish dinner lerh~

Mother going out for dinner~

Staying with father at home~

Tomorrow suppose no need go office one~

But needa pei mother go repare car in the morning~

She scared of dog ~~~

Den after that will be super free~ >.<

So should be going play basket ball with WenHao they all~ :D

Looking forward to moving house~ :)

And also tuesday~
Finaily free and can pei DearDear lerh~

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
5:57 PM

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Title: Love You Forever~

WOOOHOOOOOO!!!!! :D

It'S DearDear & Me derH~

3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!
:D YEAHHH!!!!

I LOVE YOU FOREVER DEAR!!!

-^3^-

FOREVER LOVE!!!

Although today we did not went out together~

But our heart is alwast together~ :)

Found this poem~

Which i think is very nice :)

For You My Dear~(L)

=========================

I never asked

For a blessing like you.

Like I've spoken to God

And my wishes came true.

I asked for a person

To love and to hold.

To be loyal and faithful

Not angry and cold.

God placed you on Earth

As I quested to find,

The one who would be there

So sweet and so kind.

In my wildest dreams

I would have denied.

That something so perfect

Could at all be supplied.

You have such a sweet face

But you are so much more.

You're my Girlfriend and I love you.

Your flaws I ignore.

With this small, simple statement

I give you and pray,

That you'll love me forever,

And forever you'll stay.

=========================

I'm missing the time we spent together Dear~

Sorry about this few week I can't pei you~

But this week BF free lerh~ can pei you~ :)

Hope to see ya soon DearDear~ ^^

A part off me is dying every second without you~ :(

LOVE YA FOREVER!!!! :D

(L)

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
6:17 PM

Friday, December 18, 2009

Title: Taken Over By Darkness~

YO!!! :)

Back to post lerh!!! ^^

Today went to father office~ AGAIN!!! :@

SUCK IT!!!

Reach there about 9~

Eat breakfast~

SLEEP~

Wake up around 1-2

Eat Lunch~

SLEEP~

Wake up at 4

Work awile

SLEEP~

Den went home bat den head out to Ah Ma house eat dinner

Den went to Ah Yi house

Bu Yun~ xP

Sa Nui Ma Ma say my life very bad~

Need to bu yun~

Sian 49 days cannot go swimming~ :P

Luckily i don't go swimming much~ :D

Reach home on computer~

Chat with DearDear~

Den update~ XD

Tomorrow free lerh!!! :D

Going to cut hair tomorrow~ XD

YES!!!! :D

Hopefully next week can pei GF lerh~ :D

Father going hospital checkup~

Hope his ok~ :)

And don't so guai lan toward me and my mother~ :P

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
11:28 PM

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Title: I Wish I Could Be A Cloud~

Sorry GF if I wrote too much bad word here~ :'(

~IN HELL EVERYDAY~

This is the worst holiday I ever had~!!!

NB~ CCB!!

F***ing parent~

It's holiday~ ppl suppose to relax at least 50% of the whold holidy~

BUT NOOOOO~~~!!!!

All that F***ing parent think about is themself~

It's not like ppl don't let them take their own holiday~

Is they keep accepting job from ppl~?

WTF sia~

I know having more job means earning more money~

(since we're moving house and need money to buy things~)

I did not ask for 50% of the whold holiday sia?

Just asked for 2 day per week~ to rest and go out or pei GF

Yet~?

All i get is scolding~?!?!

CHAO JI BY~!!

Help them work also give LAN JIAO BIN~

NAH BU~

Even chat with GF also need to cut in~ CB~

Asked if GF can go help work anot~

And the reply is~ "Tomorrow not much work to do ler lah~"

Den i just said~ " Oooo~ means thursday and friday no need go lorh??"

And the relpy again is~ *SHOUTING*

"YOU ARE MY SON LERH!!! AND ALSO YOUR COUSIN IS WORKING,

LATER THEY KPO GO SPREAD YOU GOT GIRLFRIED!!"

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SIA?!?!?!

CHAO JI BY~!!!

Why so scared ppl know!?!?

The whold Ah Ma house derh ppl know lerh~

There's nothing to hide!!!

Yet she was like~ aiyo~ just friend larh~ classmate~

CCB LARH!!

GIRLFRIEND MEANS GIRLFRIEND!!!

NOBODY CAN CHANGE MY FEELING FOR HER!!!

AND I HATE PPL SAY THINGS ABOUT HER!!!

DON'T CROSS MY LIMIT!!!

Luckly got cousin over there so i did not shoot back them~

Through the working time~

Only my cousin has cheered me up~

Maybe is they have played with me since young

And they understan how i feel and how to make me laugh/smile

:) Thx Guys~

And also working that time~

GF called and her voice clam me down~

^^ Thx Dear~

All i wanted is time to pei you Dear~

I'm scared you will leave me because i did not have time with/for you~

I'm scared that you will go with other boys~

I'm scared you will leave me alone, like how i can't pei you much this holiday~

I wanted us to last forever~

Yet I'm not even good enough to get time for you~ :'(

SORRY DEAR~

FOR EVERYTHING~

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
10:36 PM

Monday, December 14, 2009

Title: Sorry Dear~

Haixzzz~

So Damn Pissed By My Parent. . .

They know that i do not like ppl to lie to me

Yet last week they say this week will be free

But it seem like the work is never ending~ :(

Wanna pei GF also cannot~ :'(

Wanna go out also cannot~ :'(

Yet i went to work~ that ****ing father keep treating me like i owe hime somthing~

Den chat with GF on phone also cannot!!

WTF IS THIS SIA~!!!

NB~ :@

Also while working~ he keep ****ing saying things about me while i listning to music

Think I Cannot Hear IS IT!?!?!

F***!!

Haixzzz~ Relax~

sorry for that~ :P

Anw~ sorry Dear~ can't pei you much~ :(

Hope i can be a better BF and pei you more often~ :'(

I will find time this week to pei you derh~

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
9:59 PM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Title: I'm Missing You Every Second~

YOYOYO!! :D

Just changed blog skin~ :)

Not bad barh ^^

Nothing to do~ :(

Waiting for GF to reach home :)

GF FASTER COME BACK !!! :'(

BF MISS YOU!!! :(

haha ^^

Tomorrow going work for half day only~

Hopefully can come home earlyer tomorrow~

Sianxzzz~ :(

work work and more WORK! >.<

Wish to just have a slacking day with GF

With nothing to do~ just watch TV and PLAY!! :)

Still owe GF a love letter :P

HAHAHA~ XD

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
10:00 PM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Title:

Confused

Back to Post!! :)

This week many things happen~

Dear told me something~

Which I was Shocked~ Confused~ and Angry~

Confused on what to do~ :(

(Needed time to accept what she told me~)

But nothings gonna change my love for you honey~ :)

GF should know what to do lerh~

Not going to say much about it again~

GF FOREVER!!! :D

LOVE YOU!!! ^^

<3>

Went to new house ^^

Which my family is moving in soon :)

Hmmm~ Looking forward to it~ But gonna miss this house~:(

GF arh GF~

Must remember what i told you worh~ :)

About what i want you to do from then on~

Cannot be so silly lerh~

GF must stay happy too~ >.o

Cannot sian sian worh~ :(

HEHE :D

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
6:47 PM

Monday, December 07, 2009

Title:

This time, this place, mis-used mistakes

too long, too late who was i to make you wait?

Just one chance,

just one breath,

just incase theres just one left

cause you know, you know, you knowwwwwww

I Love you! I Loved you along,

and i miss you, been far away

for far too long.

i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go.

Stop breathing if i dont see you anymore.

On my knees i'll ask

last chance for one last dance

cuz with you i'd withstand

all of hell to hold your hand

i'd give it all i'd give for us

give anything but i wont give up

Cause you know, you know, you know

I love you! i Loved you all along.

And i miss you, been far away forfar too long,

I keep dreaming you'll be

with me and you'll never go.

Stop breahting if i don't see you anymore.

So far away, So far away, Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted, I wanted you to stay'

Cause i needed, I need to hear you say:

I love you! I loved you all along,

And i forgive you For being away for far too long

So keep breathing cuz i'm not leaving you anymore

belive it, hold on to me never let me go

keep breathing cuz im not leaving you anymore

belive it, hold on to me never let me go

Keep breathing hold on to me never let me go

hold on to me never let me gooo-ooo

HAHA ^^

Just Wanted to post this song to GF!!! :D

Cause i've been away for far too long~ :(

SORRY GF~:'(

Song By : Nickelback-Far Away

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
10:42 PM

Sunday, December 06, 2009

Title:

~I Want To Hold You Forever~

~I Want You To Be Mine Forever~

-ILY~HONEY-

Time To Update Lerh!! :)

HAHA :D

This week should be more free lerh~

Can pei GF!! ^^

*LOOKING FORWARD TO IT*

Today stayed at home whold day~

Suppose to go BBQ but den mother no go so no go lerh~:)

At night Gu Gu they all come~

Force my father go see doctor~(sence he no wan go~)

But he is like getting bad to worst~ :(

Ask him go hospital, no wan~
See Doctor, later~

Found out I fat lerh~ :(

54kg!!!! O.O

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

*Faint~*

Later GF no wan ME~ T-T

SO CANNOT EAT LERH!!!!

But Now Hungry~ :P

AHHHHH!!!!!!

MUST CONTROL!!!!!

>.<

REN!!!!!

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
9:50 PM

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Title:

You're The One That Keep Me Going~

HAHA :)

Longtime no post lerh~ :P

SO~ I'm here to post~ O.O

Obviously~ (not sure how to spell~)

HAHAHAHA :D

-
This week is a little more interesting~ ^^

Went to swimming with

: Aran, Keren, Alicia & Jerel~ :)

Have a funtime there worh~ ^^

Keep laughing at Aran's new hair~ :P

Get changed~

Den they say Aran become fat lerh~ O.O

HAHA ^^

Aran keep call Alicia V.F.P. *Very-Fat-Pig*

HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Aran, Keren & Alicia came to help out my father

HAHA :D

SO MUCH FUN!!!

The Whole Week I Miss You HONEY~ :(

Wanna Be With You Every Second~

I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER~

This few days~

Things keep troubling me~

Maybe I thinking too much again barh~

Sorry GF~ To Make You Worried~

BF Will Cheer Up Derh~ ^^

I LOVE YOU~!!! <3

Hopefully this week can pei you lerh GF!! :D

My 4Hour worh~ :D

♥we were meant to be... together...♥
♥forever♥
7:43 PM